Tuesday, October 01, 2002

Pay day, got myself Rp 6 million.

I peed frequently, have to check it up to a doctor. Hope its not serious.
a little before midnight, Om santoso kritis. I watched his sakaratul maut right before my very eyes. Sakaratul maut ...
His face was very pale, with white lips, we all whispered 'la illa ha illallah' ..
He passed away 20 mnts past midnight. Peacefully. He didnt look in pain, just like sleeping. A long one ..

Mandiin Jenazah. His body looked very clean, and his face ... his face was smiling ! Literally. I wish that is a good sign.

Lost my mobile phone. My very first mobile phone bought with my own money.
Saw the most touching moments in my life. My sweet, little tiara stood beside her father in hospital bed. Applying those water in his lips.
Alone, encouraged by pure love.
While others seem to be afraid to be near her father, she loyally, patiently and caringly did it.
I cried instantly.
Around 10 a.m - Got called from Tiara's mom. She's panic, Om santoso fell unconscious at the office.
Picked tiara up, went to the hospital.
He's still unconscious .. but breathing.